Big Hash has decided to put things aside as he prepares for his album release.
The star said he has been in the dark side during his hiatus has he had so many things going on.
Recall, few months ago, Big Hash announced he will be taking a break off social media and he has also been very inactive in the music industry,.
Coming back, the rapper did state that he is now working on an album, which is why he was not revealing himself to the public as often.
However, taking from his recent Instagram post, the Bigger Than Us chanter shared the other dark side of why he has been quiet lately.
Big Hash mentioned that his mother was found with a tumour in her brain and he had days that he thought he was going to lose her as she spent time in and out of the hospital.
“In December, the doctors found a tumour in my mother’s brain. She’s spent time in and out of the hospital since. There’s a day when I almost thought she was leaving me behind and I’ve never felt that helpless in my life.” He wrote.
The Big Hash stated that his heart was burdened since he had friends that left without saying their goodbyes. The rapper confesses to having gloomy thoughts and being afraid of the unknown.
“Then I had actual friends leave without saying goodbye…my heart’s been the heaviest it’s ever been. Fear did that. Fear of not knowing what comes next. The fear of how dark my thoughts can get. Above all else, the fear of not seeing tomorrow.”
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